If we live according to the truth of our sexuality, we fulfill the very meaning and being of our existence.
Pope John Paul II



Saturday, April 23, 2011

Receiving the Gift of the Bridegroom

Tonight is one of the most spectacular, amazing, and truly holy nights in the Liturgical year. At Easter Vigil not only do we await the Lord's resurrection, but we welcome new members into the Body of Christ - people who will, for the first time, receive the intimate gift of the Bridegroom.

During months of preparation, catechumens and candidates prepare for this union - and it is no coincidence that people are received into the Catholic Church at Easter, rather than at Christmas or any other time. For on Good Friday, Christ gives His body for us, His Bride. (This spousal gift on the cross is even punctuated by the fact that Christ's last words on the cross, "It is finished," translated into Latin are, "Consummatem Est." It is consummated.It is on the cross that Christ fully and completely hands over His life to be united to us, not in some arbitrary sense, but in the literal. By His death the gates of Heaven were opened and it is in Heaven where we become ONE with God.

But it doesn't stop there. Christ gives us Heaven right here on earth. Where? In the Eucharist. As Catholics we believe the Eucharist to be the Body, Blood, Soul, and Divinity of Christ - the very same Christ on the cross is fully present under the disguise of bread and wine. And it is during the Triduum, where we remember and attempt to relive the events of the first Triduum, that we call others to become fully united to Christ, through their Baptism (vows) and reception of the Eucharist (consummation of those vows).

Although I can't attend the Vigil this evening (I don't think my one and three year old would last that long past their bedtime!) I will be praying for those who will be united to Christ. I am excited to welcome them into the loving and intimate embrace of Jesus - an embrace I recall each and every time I receive Him in the Eucharist and an embrace I recall every time I look at the cross. I hope you all will join me in praying for these catechumens and candidates - that Jesus will join their minds, bodies, hearts, and souls with His so that we all may be one.

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Finishing Strong

When I first met my husband there was a phrase he used quite often: finish strong. What he meant was that no matter what we were involved in, when it got close to the end that's when we needed to kick it up a notch. For how one follows through in the end and finishes what they start is one of the biggest judges of character.

I used to be the type of person that was anything but a strong finisher. In fact, I could almost guarantee that I would only do something 3/4 of the way. Granted, this wasn't in every circumstance as I don't consider myself a quitter, but it was in enough that I finally had to step back and think about why it was that I never followed through on lifestyle changes or prayer commitments or even finished the end of a book.

To make a long story short, I think the answer lies in the fact that we have been ingrained with the phrase: "God will understand." God will understand if I don't say my morning prayers just this one day (which ultimately turns into the next 10 days) because I am a busy mom. God will understand if I am not nice to my husband this one time because, well, we can't we perfect all the time. God will understand if I turn in this project as is, because it is good enough. And God will understand if I do XYZ because of XYZ. You get the picture. And you probably know exactly what I'm talking about...

My struggle of finishing strong has recently been shaken up and God is finally giving me the tools to follow through, no matter how hard the end gets. And you want to know the catalyst? (If not, I'm going to tell you anyway...) Running.

That's right, running up and down hills and in the rain and all over the city day in and day out flipped a switch in my brain. Perhaps previously I thought I couldn't finish strong. Perhaps I thought that it would take way too much effort and not be worth it in the end. But in training for half marathons there is no other option but to finish strong. When I am 6 miles from home and feel like not running another step, I have to dig deeper (and take a Shot Blok) and push it home. When I have a race coming up, I have no other option but to prep well and get all my runs in, no matter how much I would rather relax on the couch. And, despite the effort that comes with training, when I cross that finish line on race day it is all sooo worth it.

When I am running, God is constantly whispering in my ear (getting through the noise of my IPod) and telling me that each step I take is exactly like the life of faith. In fact even Hebrews 12:1-2 says:

"...let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us, fixing our eyes on Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of faith. For the joy set before him he endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God."

In faith, sometimes all we can do is put one foot in front of the other. In faith, sometimes we have to do what we don't want to. And in faith, when we finish strong, we obtain a peace and holiness unmatched by any other feeling.

I'm sure we can all see areas in our lives where we are pushed, maybe against our will, to finish strong: having a baby, building a home, taking care of someone with an illness, and so on. Perhaps we can take the lessons we learned in these circumstances and apply them to our faith lives, as well - especially as we approach Holy Week.

In this coming week, we have the opportunity to finish strong during some of the most important days on the Liturgical Calendar. In these days we will walk with Jesus on the road to the Cross. We will suffer and die along with Him. And then, on that glorious Easter morning, we will rise. We will experience the joy of completing a hard, yet hopefully well run race these past 40 days. Let us dig deeper and experience Holy Week like we never have before: praying more, attending services, fasting, and being more fervent in following Jesus. Let us not become complacent or give up with the end just around the corner. Because, instead of falling back on God will understand,  I would rather say:

"I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith. Now there is in store for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous Judge, will award to me on that day—and not only to me, but also to all who have longed for his appearing." 2 Timothy 4:7-8